nicolovesit

This is my first whole day in Crete, and the sun has been out all day, and I've been by the pool, tanning, yes, tanning! I have actual marks on my body from my bikini...

The hotel breakfast was splendid, and I never think I've met anyone as nice as that breakfast lady! She is lovely, and I will have a very nice week ahead of me if she is the first person I'll meet before I've had my coffee!

Tonight I shall push myself further and go out to eat alone :) I really don't mind being alone, I thought I would, but I guess I'm more independent than I expected!

What I realised today, in my solitude, is what I have suspected for quite a while: I am not made for relationships, I can't make them work. I am too much and too little of everything a man wants! Don't get me wrong, it's not like I have trouble meeting men, I just have trouble holdning on to them; there's a difference!