Sleepless at midnight
Even when I was a little child I never fell asleep before 12 at night, I remember laying awake when the clock strikes 12 and being so scared of ghosthour. I have always been tired in the morning and full of enegry at night, but I am getting quite fed up with this ridiculous behavior of mine. I was so hungover today and I was so tired that I could barely keep my eyes open. So I went to bed, at 22.45 or so. And I fell asleep straight away. And suddenly I woke up thinking it was in the middle of the night, and I looked at the time: it was 23.55. And I'm fully awake!
I just do not understand why I can't fall asleep before midnight and why I always wake up a few minutes before just to feel totally rested and unable to go back to sleep. It doesn't matter if I get up early every morning, I will never be able to sleep before midnight anyway, so I have to rest during the day if I feel tired.
Right now I feel like crying because I'm so frustrated, it's my first day of school tomorrow and I really wanna get a good night sleep.
Maybe my subconscious is afraid of this little fella!
I just do not understand why I can't fall asleep before midnight and why I always wake up a few minutes before just to feel totally rested and unable to go back to sleep. It doesn't matter if I get up early every morning, I will never be able to sleep before midnight anyway, so I have to rest during the day if I feel tired.
Right now I feel like crying because I'm so frustrated, it's my first day of school tomorrow and I really wanna get a good night sleep.
Maybe my subconscious is afraid of this little fella!
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