nicolovesit

I am crushed with guilt. I think I have a huge problem with myself. I saw a spider on my floor, and I got SO angry and before I knew it, I had crushed the little thing with a magaizine.. And its little helpless body is laying on the floor now, crushed and dead.. And I can't stop staring at it, I feel so guilty. I'm almost crying. It wasn't even a scary spider, it was harmess and yet I took its life. I hate this. My impulse control is not as it should be..