nicolovesit

I realized today that I am constantly limiting myself because I am so scared that I'm not gonna be smart enough, or ambitious enough or creative enough etc. to do something interesting with my career. I don't have alot of choice since my high school grades are pretty much useless, but there has to be something I can do other than becoming a preschool teacher! So I started to think about what I would like to do if I was able to do anything in the world, and I started thinking that I would like to try out something different that I have always thought about but been too scared and insecured to consider: Human rights. So I applied for the introduction couse for continuing studies to get a Batchelor degee in Human rights. I figured that I will never know if it's something I like unless I try it, right?


I don't have a boyfriend, I don't have children, I don't have any responsability to anyone but myself, so I ask myself this question: Why am I not going for it? What is holding me back? I have always thought I would choose family over my career, but maybe that's not the right move for me. Maybe husband and childen isn't in the cards for me...