nicolovesit

Once again, I am "the mistress" or "the secret woman". I have once more gotten my message deleted on someones Facebook wall because "he doesn't want people to see". My question now is: Why are men so ashamed of me that they do not want anyone to know? When you write something on a man's wall, it says quite alot if he then goes and delete it, doesn't it? It's not even a personal message, but God forbid that anyone would find out about my existence!! I am and will always be, as my friends said a couple of weeks ago, the secret lover. Well, that might be sexy to play that part sometimes but when it's the third time in a row, it kinda breaks my heart a little, to be honest.

I'm trying to be mindful about it because I know I'm not the only woman out there who is treated this way, and so I'm trying to figure out what I'm doing wrong, because I'm obviously doing something wrong. Am I simply picking the wrong men, or is it really me? It's all so very frustrating, and I think it's a pity that I can't find a normal man, it's not like I'm asking for that much.. And all my friends seems to do just fine!

So please, all men out there.. make up your mind: you either fuck around, or you stick to one woman. It's hardly rocket science is it...