nicolovesit

I am now home from my little soul searching trip and already I feel the weight of the world on my shoulders. And even if I did figure some things out while being away I seem to have left my new found wisdom where I found it: in Crete.

School is going horrible, plus I think I'm gonna get sick. I feel so stressed, and I have already failed on my exam that was so so so so important, and now I am screwed! I have no idea what to do about next semester.. I just wanna get on with my life and get it over and done with. I hate not knowing what the future holds.



I will make a list of things that have made me happy today:

• The weather is beautiful.
• I have a wonderful family, with whom I can enjoy life, because we have so much fun together.
• I did not forget to bring my new plants from my mums place to mine today!
• I have broken my stay - away - from - chocolate - record!
• My sister said: "Oh you look so beautiful!" when she saw me half naked today.
• Today when I was grilling turkey fillet, an N (as in Nicole) appeared on one of the sides from the iron bars of the grill, I was quite happy about that! (I really don't know how to explain it in a better way than that..)

I can't find anything more to be happy about. But you know what they say, it's the little things that count... :)