nicolovesit

At Cassandras place sunday, I learned something extraordinary that is both scary and calming. As you all know, I am THE drama queen. Like, I have no limits! I adore drama and without it I don't feel life is worth living. But what she told me really got me thinking and now everything makes sence.

Here we go:

My name is Nicole and I'm a dramaholic.

There is a part of your brain that gets stimulated by drama. I guess it is a bit like those addicted to adrenalinekicks. But this is more of an addiction to complicated relationships and drama. I need to be in a constant battle with someone. Anyone. As long as it takes up enought energy to call it a big drama. Without this drama life doesn't seem real.

BUT, apparently the brain can't handle this addiction for more than two years before it colapses and need some relaxation. And then it starts over again.

Isn't this the scariest thing you have ever heard?

Here I was thinkning I was a cold case but I just need to find the nearest rehab!