confused and going to bed.
I'm ill, and I feel so sorry for myself, I feel like Samantha in Sex and the City when she said to Carrie: We're all alone Carrie, and without a man life isn't worth a shit!!
And I am a little bit back at zero when it comes to Paris, well about my apartement really... I know that I want to stay in Paris, but I'm not sure what it is that I'm going to do. I know that I don't want to stay in this apartment there are too many memories and I need to leave to be able to forget and NO, I'm not running away, I'm just changing environment so that I can move forward. I love the little boy I'm watching but I need to leave that too.
I said no to Corneilas apartment, it was too bad, because it was a real catch, you don't find apartments like that very often, but I felt like I needed to go home this summer to think for a bit and she needed someone for this summer. I had almost decided to take it but it I guess it didn't feel right. I am happy with my decision, because then I might have time to take my drivers licens and even go on a small trip somewhere! I'd looooove to go somewhere and bronze before my sisters wedding but I don't think that's possible so it will have to be afterwords.
I actually fell asleep at "work" today, I am really ill. My thoat hurts and my whole body aches but I did go to school anyway and I'm proud of it because I can be really shitty at that sometimes!
I am looking for apartments as I'm write this and it gets me down! I really don't know how I'm going to make rent. I found the perfect one, in the 17th and it's just so perfect. But I can't decide anything until I've decided what I want to do. And you never get the first one either, but I just fell in love with it.
I'm starting to reconsider studying Interior design in Dublin. Paris is my second home, and I love this city, but I feel as if I've started to do a little bit of nothing, almost as if I'm in Sweden thinking about going abroad and asking myself what should I do? That's the way I feel about going back to Sweden, what the h*** would I do in Sweden, if I'm going back I better have a damn good reason. God, I am confused. I should just do my homework and go to bed and sleep.
One more nouvelle! Carro is finally coming to Paris!! :) I am so happy, first I'm coming to Sweden and then, not even a week later she's coming to me. I know I've mentioned it before but now she actually payed the ticked so it's for real! I miss ya ma diva!
Other than that I really don't have anything interesting to tell you guys, so I should just stop.
This is what I do at work when it's nice weather, snacking time with
Oscar he was inside getting the O'boy (swedish chocolate milk)! :)
Unfortunately I can't put pictures on him here but he is such a cute kid!
For my throat.
Bisous strangers
And I am a little bit back at zero when it comes to Paris, well about my apartement really... I know that I want to stay in Paris, but I'm not sure what it is that I'm going to do. I know that I don't want to stay in this apartment there are too many memories and I need to leave to be able to forget and NO, I'm not running away, I'm just changing environment so that I can move forward. I love the little boy I'm watching but I need to leave that too.
I said no to Corneilas apartment, it was too bad, because it was a real catch, you don't find apartments like that very often, but I felt like I needed to go home this summer to think for a bit and she needed someone for this summer. I had almost decided to take it but it I guess it didn't feel right. I am happy with my decision, because then I might have time to take my drivers licens and even go on a small trip somewhere! I'd looooove to go somewhere and bronze before my sisters wedding but I don't think that's possible so it will have to be afterwords.
I actually fell asleep at "work" today, I am really ill. My thoat hurts and my whole body aches but I did go to school anyway and I'm proud of it because I can be really shitty at that sometimes!
I am looking for apartments as I'm write this and it gets me down! I really don't know how I'm going to make rent. I found the perfect one, in the 17th and it's just so perfect. But I can't decide anything until I've decided what I want to do. And you never get the first one either, but I just fell in love with it.
I'm starting to reconsider studying Interior design in Dublin. Paris is my second home, and I love this city, but I feel as if I've started to do a little bit of nothing, almost as if I'm in Sweden thinking about going abroad and asking myself what should I do? That's the way I feel about going back to Sweden, what the h*** would I do in Sweden, if I'm going back I better have a damn good reason. God, I am confused. I should just do my homework and go to bed and sleep.
One more nouvelle! Carro is finally coming to Paris!! :) I am so happy, first I'm coming to Sweden and then, not even a week later she's coming to me. I know I've mentioned it before but now she actually payed the ticked so it's for real! I miss ya ma diva!
Other than that I really don't have anything interesting to tell you guys, so I should just stop.
This is what I do at work when it's nice weather, snacking time with
Oscar he was inside getting the O'boy (swedish chocolate milk)! :)
Unfortunately I can't put pictures on him here but he is such a cute kid!
For my throat.
Bisous strangers
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