nicolovesit

I feel as if the ones who have found the love of there life are the boring non comlicated ones. (I'm sorry but this is the way I feel). Or at least one of the two people in the couple is boring enough for the both of them and she/he together with this other part she/he equals out so that they become 50/50 fun/boring. I'm not saying I'm particularily fun but I am complicated and this is why I probably should find a calm almost boring partner. ying yang I suppose..

Why is it that is it so hard to find someone that makes your heart skip a beat? I have found it once, but I lost it and more important do I want to find it again?
I am a very emotional person so maybe I should try not to listen to my heart that much since I seem to fall twice as hard when things go wrong. Maybe some people are better off alone? There aren't many men who can give me that special feeling and if they don't I just get bored.
The question is... Is it worth being in a relationship with someone who you kinda like and who treats you like a queen if that feeling isn't there? Is it that feeling that I actually should avoid since it seems to get me more down than up?

I can't seem to get out of bed today! I have slept all morning, I needed it.

I doing a serie of drawings that I'm going to put in my apartment in Lund. This morning I did another in the same style as "Ballerina" that you can see here. I can't wait until I'll get then framed ant ! :)

Today I'm suppose to study at the library, but I can't seem to get my ass out of bed!