sad, so sad

Today I did everything, but reading the texts I should have read for tomorrows exam! I went to H&M to find a bikini, but that totally didn't go as planned. Since when are all girls in Paris a fuckin size 34? My ass is a LITTLE bigger than that.... So I bought a dress instead, see bellow, I thought it was funny since there were humming birds on it and when I was little my mum always called me "lilla colibri" (little hummingbird in swedish). And then I went home, did a whole lot of nothing, talked to my sister (Filippa) on MSN until I decided to go get some sushi take away at "Sushi Love" - the sushi restaurant across the street from my apartment. I have never been there! Shame on me! I sat myself down at my usual place by the Seine and ate the lovely pieces of sushi!

I have started to realise that I'm leaving Paris in a month... I can't belive I'm not coming back, it's seems so surreal and I'm starting to doubt what I'm doing, is it really the right thing or am I only leaving because of only one thing? If it wasn't for that thing, would I have stayed?

I talked to my mum about it and she accused me planning too much ahead and not living in the present... I'm going to miss my entire life if I don't learn to live right now and not think about the future so much.

Anyway, my oral exam is tomorrow and I am nervous since I don't know the texts that well, and I don't really have any time to think about the questions since it's oral and that means I'll be that much more embarassed if I get the answers wrong.




Sushi by the Seine, I love the little bag you get! I wanted to keep it but
them I realised that it was actually a bag for food and it's not ideal to
walk around with a take away bag...




My hummingbird dress, I admit that it screams the 80's and it's definitely
something you could see my mum wearing on pics from when I was
2 years old. But I like it.




Puss strangers!

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