Spiders (I bet not many of you wants to read this)
Often when I'm not in shape mentaly and when I'm feeling stressed, I dream about spiders. Disgusting huge spiders, crawling in my bed and on the walls. Often my dreams take place in my mums place but also at my dads house where I lived until age of 15. His house were full of spiders called Swedish house spider and they can get really big and they are horrible. When you entered a room sometimes they would sit on the wallnear the door, still, as if they were decoration. But then all of the sudden they would start to move real fast and disappear before you'd get a chance to catch them and then you would walk around in fear of where you would see them the next time.
One time there was a spider like this crawling in my bed and then it disappeared fast under my pillow and I couldn't see where it went, so I had a sleepless night. I was very scared.
I have developed a fobia for spiders as I've gotten older. When I was younger I wasn't very scared of them, at least I would act as if it didn't bother me, maybe it did, I can't remember.
Anyway, I had one of those dreams last night and the spider whan enormous! At least twice the size of the one in the picture and it came into our house and started eating one less threatening spider and my sister catched it in a box since it was too big to crush. And it tryed go get out of the box using it's long legs and pushing the lid and I could hear it moving in there.... aaah,it was horrible!!! Why do I have these horrible dreams? And more important, why am I even scared of spiders I grew up on a farm, I should be used to all kinds of bugs and spiders... but I'm not... 
Swedish house spider
Bisous bisous
